Birth of life - Only meant for Suffering,
Tuesday, September 6, 2011.
I never blog for 2 months already.
Always very lazy and feel like blog is really outdated already.

On to pour out, after all life sucks!

I'm so glad I'm having my Poly holiday now.
Although it's 6 weeks, I'm 100% sure it'll pass TOO QUICKLY.
In fact, this year seems to pass by pretty fast.
That's good lah, during Poly academic terms of course.
I still am not used to Poly and never will be.
Still being shunned aside, because I guess I don't fit in.
Guess one has to be very social, talented or attractive to make friends?
I'm not any of that, then I guess I am left alone.
Even though sometimes I do talk to some of the classmates, it's only temporary.
I travel alone everywhere in it all the time.

Maybe this kinda runs in the family too?
I've absolutely no friends now in Poly.
Then I complained to my brother how he so social I so unsocial.
Turns out he also in Poly no friends, only most of the time chat with sec school.
My sister also, in Uni, she only got that 1 friend, but most of the time absent!
Then I don't feel that bad already.
But still, I see so many people around me have so much fun in Poly,
I'm suffering in anguish, cause of my lack in everything.
I pray to God that the 3 years fly by at extremespeed!
Quick! I wanna go army, because Poly is like hell already.

Anyway, on Thursday last week, was TPSS teachers' day celebration.
The day before it I went to Bedok Interchange to look for stuff to get for teachers!
This time, I wanted to give to all my teachers from Sec 1 to Sec 4.
So I made 13 presents. It's just some snacks/sweets wrapped in transparent plastic,
Then I made a lil envelope card for each of the teachers.
Went back at about 9.15am I guess.
NCT, Elena, Alicia and Shirley were there, and we stood watch the concert.
It was kinda boring lah the concert. After finish NCT went off early (Ungrateful!Lol)
Elena talked to a junior for dunno how long till disappear.
Then Me Alicia and Shirley met Mdm Loh! Talked for some time.
Then Mdm Loh led me around in staff room put all my cher day gifts.

End up left gifts for HOD chers, so she told me go 3rd floor the AVA room there.
Wah there ah, got some grand party! Buffet trays outside, then inside,
Half the room occupied with dining tables, long ones, all the chers eating there.
Then the other half, got 2 table booths, for manicure, facepaint & hair services!
Then got 3 SPA BEDS also! The chers get to have facial by student helpers.
I saw Miss Koh was braiding her hair, then Miss Tan was doing manicure.
Talked to Miss Tan for some time so nice.
Later so sad Chi Ju and the rest of JC people got locked out the gate,
cause too late, luckily I ask Mrs Chng and Miss Rafidah.
They go over to the gate so nice! Then Mrs Chng called Mdm Loh and she rushed down!
Had great chat.

Later part, had a mini 4E1 gathering,
I think it was actually quite fun lah, but I was pretty tired that day,
Slept for 3hours only.
While alot of them played pool, me Marshall Manru Yushan Cindy Natasha went pasta mania eat and then slacked.
Had Cupwalker so damn nice and cheap! Tampines must have one!
Then went up pool room slack with my Mac.
Didn't bother playing pool cause I find it quite boring to play.
Then the rest went for dinner, and we all catched The Smurfs in cinema.
The show was actually great even though initially I thought it'll be too kiddy.

After that rushed off, didn't say goodbye properly cause rushing,
went to eat late dinner with Chi Ju.
The dinner sucked, but anyway great outing and great teachers day still!

Hope to have more fun outings more often...
All the best to all JC people studying their brains off!
I can feel the toughness and stress for them even though i'm not in JC.
All the best to eryone's promos!