As one age, problems escalates,
Tuesday, May 17, 2011.
It's been 2 months already I think since I went SP.Not coping well steel. I'm such a failure in making friends...
Also, I have such negligible confidence and all that.
This course I'm in, I'm sure gonna suffer heavily.
Because it sure doez require a lot of courage, creativity, confidence etc.
So I think my GPA is gonna Floptina.
So sad! Also, I feel like a wandering earthbound soul.
I've lost all aspirations in life already!
There's nothing I wanna do before I die at all...
No jobs I long for, no hopes...
I'll just continue living as a soul-dead vessel,
await for 2012 to truly happen, which I guess most likely will not,
So I'll instead await for the day I vanish.
Life is exceptionally depressing for me.
But on the lighter note, what keeps me "going"...
Is Lady Gaga, her music and the way she connects with us Little Monsters,
Make me feel there's a tiny 0.000001% glimpse of worthiness to live.
I don't care if I'm criticised, ridiculed, mocked for liking Mama Monster.
Try living in my shoes.
Anw its 3.10am. Thank Lord/God that got Vesak Day public holiday!
But I really dislike sleeping this exaggeratedly late, coz I don't want no bad habit.
It's less than an hour to the release of Mama Monster's HAIR (song).
I wanna camp awake for it! But then it'll most likely only release on US/UK iTunes.
So SG tak boleh get to buy. So I have to wait a few hours or so for VEVO Youtube.
Saw this quote on twitter, and agree!
= If life gives you lemons, just squeeze them into your eyes anyway because life sucks in reality.
So, I'm as free as my hair.
