1st post of the year 2011,
Monday, January 3, 2011.
Its 2011 today! Which means only 1 more year left to 2012 where everyone dies!
Lol just kidding, but if that day is true, i don't care just die lor. But if its not true even better.
Anw, before 2011 a lot has happened in 2010.
I have gotten Christmas presents for quite a number of ppl!
And their not cheapskate shit too... I hope.
No chance to pass to them Christmas presents coz no chance to meet up.
I guess I'm gonna have to give it out on O Level Results Day..
But so weird leh if I give out late Christmas presents on result day
Some ppl exclaim with joy, others crying sadly, den i present them presents...
But in my tinking, the ppl crying if i give present shld be a like a cheer-up present oso bah.
I hope everyone who deserves good stuff achieves satisfactory results!
I have failed to learn a lot of songs on piano T_T
Half is i lazy, other half is im not so talented.
I wish I was more talented, have perfect pitch, rhythming and all.
But nvm I must accept my current self coz I'm Born This Way.
And on Christmas Day 2010, I became a Christian!
Such an appropriate day coz Christmas = Jesus born.
At first I didn't plan to be Christian at all, maybe until I'm full adult
Coz I feel I will not be committed to it, as I'm young and less disciplined
Super lazy and rebellious.
But somehow I dunno why I "felt" like I have to go up and all.
And I became Christian in front of a huge crowd which is extremely scary.
Anw now I've got Jesus on my neckalace-ace- acezzzzzzz
1 reason become Christian is that I believe in Jesus and especially his teachings.
He teaches everyone to LOVE & UNDERSTAND. So I hope its always that way.
I joined my sister's cell group. But to be honest, I'm not comfortable being in one.
All along I like being alone, and only sometimes with a few frens.
Dats why I don't wanna be in a cell group...
Most ppl must have company, but I like being alone, why? coz i'm Born This Way!
(I say Born This Way so much cos thats Gaga's upcoming album lol)
Also, I feel that I a lil bit regret being Christian.
Not that I don't like it, coz in the end, im not so committed to it...
I feel bad not being committed, but cos im so forgetful + lazy.
Dats why I regret joining so soon, I feel its best for me join when im older...
But I cant back out alr ><>
Adding on, Olevel results day is 10 January!
Alot ppl been asking me whether i going JC or Poly.
But I look @ it as depend on my results,
if good enuf go Meridian JC or Tampines JC, I will go.
If not good enuff, I will go Poly.
Anw ppl going Poly is cos they know what they wanna do in life.
And I alr know what I love and wanna do in life.
Although the thign i wanna do, is extremely hard to be succesful
for an Asian and living in Singapore's society.
Singapore to survive, more like u CANNOT live ur dreams...
U must choose a study path more radical, to lead u to a good job secure ur future.
Tho the good job will not be wad I like doing T_T
If only Im not born somewhere where music is easier to get into!
Omg so long i post bye!
