Not so good lah. Actually I will be satisfied with it but the L1B5 cant get me to the sch i wan.

My Eng is seriously not good already. Paper 2 got 26/50...

Last year, I always get 30+/50. This year i always get 20~28/50 only..

Which mean my English went down...
My compo i will say is ok lah, i quite ok with the marks

But duno why miss idhzana said moderate marks...

guess she expect more from me.. but i just couldnt do it...

All my 3 sciences went down even more!
Why??? I studied alot leh!! And must all 3 of them drop...

Phy got B4 (dropped 2 grades, but i feel ok coz *cough*

Bio I somehow forgot whats it. If not wrong is B3 ~ C5. Dunno why cant rmb wad i score

Chem.... I dropped from B3 to C6.... So scary T_T

Then even Miss Koh advised me to drop chem on that day...

Now i feel so stupidly useless..

All drop drop drop i shld drop dead oso lah

A Maths was so difficult, Mdm Low set so hard.

Got B4 its amazing i got that for hard paper.

But I'm happy with my SSG and EMaths results!
Tho I'm scared SSG the SBQ, i did very badly for it.

Luckily did very well for SEQ!
But all in all i still sucked.

If I'm not wrong I counted I got 17 for L1B5.

Icant go to the JC I want... need 12....

I have extremely low IQ i guess..

Anw, I felt the prelim is not harder or close to harder than O levels lor.

Everyone keeps blabbering abt "prelim is harder than O level"
But this time, i dont think so... Even though yah i score so bad.

Anw even if it is harder, than wtf is wrong with ppl?!

How can ppl still score like so many many many A1s? High ones too!
That is wad i dun understand with this freaking world.

So many smart ppl born... All can A1 everything.

Why dont ppl like me dont born out at all.

I really tried my best leh... I studied harder than I ever did b4.

This is wad I get... 17 this tells me that im at my limit.

I feel like crying already. I dont fit to be in this world..

I am absolutely positive I'm suffering from some sort of Brain Disease

Where my brain is slowly dying off, small parts of my brain dying day by day.

Or week by week? year by year?

Need to google and find out what im suffering from.

PROOF :
Kindergarten - I could do Primary 3 or 4 work easily. Scored well. Never study much.

Primary 1~2 - English Maths Chinese 97 99 100 study less.

Primary 3~5 - At first 80+ marks, then dropped to 70+. studied a lil more.

Primary 6 - C-range for 3 subjects all the time. (studied more than pri 3~5) *PSLE : 220*
Sec 1 - 5 A1s, No Cs. (studied less)

Sec 2 - 6 A1s, maybe 1 or 2 Cs. (studied more)

Sec 3 - 2 or 3 A1s. F9 before. Some Cs. (studied more than sec 1 and 2)
Sec 4 & still ongoing - 1 or No A1s. Lots of Cs. Some Bs. (studied & studying the MOST MOST now)

So you see?

As I grow older, my results get worse, even tho as I grow older I put in more effort.

I am 100% sure I have a disease, mental illness. physical illness. I dunno.

Then if I continue by predicting the unavoidable trend...

JC/Poly/ITE - No As or Bs.

Uni (If i ever get qualified) - Fails.

Go to work - cannot speak or write

Older abit - End up in hospital a Vegetable. for life

So better, Grim Reaper! Pls come end my misery... i suffering from illness leh?

Look, if u see an animal in great pain, bleeding profusely, cannot cure.

You'd wanna end the animal life tos top it from suffering right?

So help me too pls. Lord.