29 or 30 Days Left,
Saturday, September 25, 2010.


AMATHS TODAY MOCK PAPER.
STUDIED TO THE CORE FOR IT THE DAY BEFORE.
And then left 1 whole question and 4 parts questions empty.
Not just no time, I couldn't do it. Really dunno.
Until now I still cannot answer??! O levels coming soon...
Once again, I don't shittily understand!
I studied hard for it.... Why?? Why still cannot do?"????
Everything is WHY!

I think I have absolutely no affinity to do AMaths then...
But then, I got an A1 before leh... does that mean otherwise??
I can't do anything!! This week I tried be more determined,
more hardworking and strong.
but after doing that amaths paper, i can feel its useless.
Anw, the mock papers are VERY easy (to alot of ppl)
But to Donkeyed people like me, found it excruciatingly difficult.

All I ever wanted is to do well in studies...
So that I can live life happily and enjoyable...
Able to afford anything I need and want...
Able to support my father, mother, stepmother...
Able to lend or even give money to friends who may need it...
Able to pay for courses I like and all...

But Now loook @ my studiess,,
In future sure the other way roudn already...
Cant get anything i want....
Suck money out of my father, mother, stepmother....
Borrow from friends often and nvr pay back...
Cannot do anything in life....

Nvm lah, i can stop this from happening if i tak boleh do well in studies,
i will kill myself, i dont like being a burden or parasite to others.