There are ALOT of tests coming up.

And then, tmr there's Chinese O LEVEL Listening Comprehension....

I am Fking scared, coz Im the lowest in class for Chinese LC itself...

I put in effort to listen one, but i cant understand...

Pray everyone and God please do help me do well for tomorrow. >>>>

Tmr not only Chinese LC O Level,

Also got Julie's Chem Test on Electrolysis + Metals.

I suck~eth @ Electrolysis... So difficultest.

I hope the test wont be so hard.

Then Wed got O LEVEL Bio SPA Skill 3!
I havent revise the Format or anything lidat!
It's on PLANT NUTRITION (So dam boring)

Again, please lemme do well in it!!!!!!!!!
My last Bio SPA was completely failed coz of wrong graph drawn and readings...

Worstest day of all.... Thursday.....

Theres Chem Test on Everything.....

Theres Phy Test on Thermal Properties... (4Get everyting liao)
Theres A Maths Test on abt 7 chapts... (I've always sucked in Amaths ALOT)
C'mon why isnt there at least a slightest hope for me?...

I wanna do well all the time... I try many different methods..

Dont study, No Good.

Study 1 whole day b4, No Good.

Study in advance, No Good.

Study + Play, No Good.

Study with frens, No Good.

All oso cannot. Den wad's wrong? Am I Die-Die cant do well one?

How can lidat... so unfair.....

Confused abt going JC or Poly too...

Choosing them determines 2 paths I really wan...

MONEY or INTEREST

For Money,

I wanna choose JC, so dat I can easily go University.

And then can get a gud job and earn lots of money, dont suffer nxt time.

For Interest,

I wanna choose Poly?

Coz Poly offer music stuff (My deepest interest)
And also to be successful in music, best complete it Overseas.

Singapore University for music wont bring u far.

And Overseas recognises Poly's Diploma as compared to JC's A Lvl Cert.

(Tho, I "heard only", Tampines JC got some side music course too!)

Ok, here it is! My problem........

If I go JC, I can work hard and get gud job and live life happily

But not as happy coz my job isnt my interest.

If I go Poly, I can work with my interest.

But the thing is, Im scared I go poly and pursue interest,

I may fail and den not have a gud career according to my interest.

Music dam hard to be successful...

Especially everyone around me is so Talented or Prodigy from young.

While Im a stupid kid with -ve talent.

So... JC Poly still dunno till now!!
All the better I die lah! Die already no need choose anymore!!!