Got back Report Book last week.

The MYE result were solely on wad u score.....

And my L1R5 is 18! Greatest....

I cant even go to JC liao. Even if I do get higher,

My Chinese got E8, any JC oso wont accept me.

My English is very very bad! No one is to say my English is gud.

I got C6 ok. I dun tink dats gud lor.

And worstest of all, school excepts me get A1!!!!!
Miss Idzhana expect me dat too....
Walao lidat i dont wanna live anymore....

Anw, de I not contented with ANY of my subjects.

I dont care ppl going "Eh u got higher den me leh!"
(Please hate me! I love to be hated!)
Its nt up to my standard, i wont be successful in life.

Cos I have no talent in anyting!
At least ppl out dere stupid mayb gud in sports, talking etc.

Im empty...

Ok, today took chinese gce o lvl...

its chinese so i dam scared!

in the end, i found paper 1 really difficult....

paper 2 was easier den our sch MT intensive papers

but i still cant do it properly. i'll mayb get 20+/70 again...

i scared im gonna fail tis chinese o lvl, even de retake..

den i will kena cannt go jc, cos nid 2 @ least pass MT one...

Hate chinese! If only I took Malay, French or any other when young as 2nd lang...

Dun feel like going Julie's lesson tmr! I nid more rest!
And I realise everyone around me r alr working hard for u know.

I (nt lying) dun bother to study @ all still.

I hope i wont die!!!