(My birthday gifts... thanks....)

My 16th birthday! Most ppl will call it "Sweet 16"
But mine is rather different.

But first lemme sing.....

happy birthday to me....

(Happy birthday? Im not...)

nvm i dun wanna sing.

Here are some I&Q&A (info, questions, answers)

Yah I first wanna say, I hate my birthday.

I really absolutely detest this.

Why?

Becos birthday is the day I AM BORN, and I really cant stand and hate myself and my life.

And i know alot of ppl out there are worse den me by much...

So my most desired solution is

Those worse den me can take over my life,

while i disappear and become non-existent.
I'd rather not die cos its painful... + affect ppl around.

So, I hate my birthday....

Dats why on Facebook, I removed showing my birthday as reminder.

I dont like my birthday,

+ I dont deserve the mass flood of birthday wishes on my wall.

And to those who wished me even tho i din show my bday.

Thank you very much!! Made me happy tho i really dont deserve.

And to Maziyah & Marshall : TY for the Razer Keyboard!
Its very very gud! I must spam play after Os (If I survive)

I dun like my life... I dun like my class..my schl... myself blah balh

I hate my class all so damn smart one. Except me OUTSTANDING student.

Standing out of the rest for pure low IQ of stupidity.
I dun care those who did worse den me are angry for me saying i stupid

cos i wanna say this, u all din do well cos de effort u all put

wasnt enuff, or u all were lazy, So if u do put in effort/become less lazy

u all CONFIRM can do much better den me!
While Ive tried billion times! How lazy/hardworking i become,

I produce the same shitty results.

I dont deserve to be in 4E1.

(Ppl of 4E1 majority are as scary as this...)

And wads more, the ppl in E1 are so SCARY...

Really, I wonder how de hell they can study like siao, non-stop,

Some can totally dun play games, some can totally dun go out.

But dont worry, u all are normal ppl, im not. im a freak abomination.

And den while nowadays everyone is studying hard

(Ppl usually on Facebook are on9 less, MSN too)
I am online DAILY w/o fail and playing constantly....

I nvr study... I feel like im gonna do badly for Prelim, SPAs, and O LEVELS.

Im gonna repeat thousands....

Brandon Chew : Student of Tampines Secondary School 2007 ~ 2107

And once again to those ppl who are dropouts or worse,

U all have potential to do it ok. I dont.

(If only I was as talented as Maksim... look @ him...)

And even if I am not gud @ studies, cant I have talent for sth.

Sth that can make me have a gud future.

Mr Goh today said abt better to pursue dream den get a higherpay job.

Higher pay job I stupid obviously cant get.

My dream is to be piano performer or composer or anything i can do w/ piano and music!
But I have no talent... let alone become a prodigy.....

I have no other abilities... not gud in studying...music...sports...knowledge etc.

Wads dis?? Im born to suffer and die?!

So dam sad.. dats why I hate my birthday today T_T

Wish I wasnt born in the 1st place.

(Satanic symbol...... And no im not satanic...tis juz a pic)

Anyway now,

my birthday wish?

I wish dat I can be removed from existence, w/o feeling pain. or causing pain.