I NEED self-mutilation,
Tuesday, April 27, 2010.



What a fking coward i am.
Want to self-mutilate oso cant do it.
Stupid coward!

Everytime bring retracted penknife near to arm,
Pause and den dare nt do it.
Cos im scared of de pain or excessive loss of blood...
Wad a pussy.

Very overly sad till must cry blood.
I really nid to cut myself up to relieve stress alr.
i believe it shld rise to dat lvl.

Please god, do take me away painlessly and remove my existence.
My best birthday present ever.
Wait, I dont even deserve a present.
Dont deserve anything.

Even w/ sum ppl caring,
it wont be enuff, anw i dont even deserve any care
for being such a pain in everything.