Decode,
Sunday, April 4, 2010.



Yes, this will be another maudlin day....
Just like everyday anyway...
There is no way to ameliorate these problems
I have persevered through all and still cant handle
I'm metaphorically suffocating. Stop calling, I don't want to do this anymore.

Anyway, Paramore says Decode~
Tis really sums up my maudlin life
And how I can listen to "So Happy I Could Die" by Lady Gaga in just 730 and 1/2 days!

U x a b r r a j w u r a b t n i e w !
u e a k k t e a k k t k i c e q w u g w b f ! ! ! ! ! !
V y r r g u a u a g i n i a w z y a k u r t . . . . R ) R
Q a g r U q u a g u a r g a r q w u g w b f q u k k v e x i n w f a t r i i.
U w z r w n w k t k i c e q w u g w b f r i s w a r g ! U q u k k si a b t u bf d ie gun !
U o e i n u a w u ; k k v w jub s .
u j b i q v w u b g f a t u a a x x w o r ws u b Au b f a o i e w,
Vyr U syb runj U xab ragab sw aixiak arufna abs qas nt debs qukk ru b j i d ne.
Vyr ud Qwu Gwbf ua fat abs kicea n w a b s xibdeaa ri ne,
U qukk wb rue w k t b r x a e w q a s i rgwea runj.
Aa kibf aa Qwu Gwbf abs U aew r ifwrgwe.
Vyr ua ua giowkwaa.... Gw ua araufgr U an ayew....
Abs g w ki c w s a f uek, s ewan a av r fu ek a, w c we tr ub f avr fu eka ibw...
R ua ua r gw na ub ew aaib qgt U an nays kub
Vwxi a Qwu G wbf u a are aufgr, U wcwet sat oeat sar U xa b vwxi nw areaufgr rii,
ai sar U qibr vw gyer abtniew. Vy r u ra ar ukk sw aanw , yaw k w ss .........
Wcwe tru n w Qwu Gwb f rak ja avr furka, U kk vw wzw r en ekt gy er.

This is why, I can't wait to listen to So Happy I Could Die.
Its actually a marvellous song really... Tho not alot of ppl listen to it.
But in de 1st place, dats becos ppl alr listen to Popular Songs,
But really, I prefer to listen to So Happy I Could Die.
Its abt Fear of Alcohol! Tho it sounds like it has nothing to do w/ me.
I dont drink! But I love So Happy I Could Die.
Anyone can decode that up there will understand my undescribable pain.
I alr gave up on my studies, I alr know that I am really stupid.
I am not smart, I know it alr. So wadever I score doesnt matter.
I know my character too, hated by every1.
Those who love my character, are foolish. My character shld nvr be loved.
I hope to change but it has nvr happened, I did put in effort but it doesnt make a difference.
So, So, So Happy I Could Die :)

Peace! - So Happy I Could Die