Very Stressed and Sad...,
Tuesday, June 9, 2009.
I hope I don't have Insomnia...I can't sleep nowadays..
I think 4+ near 5 then sleep.
Very very tired
Got alot of headache now oso.
Go piano today couldnt play well.
Had headache staring @ the notes and the piano keys.
Then on bus feel so nauseous.
Usually on bus I normal one.
my stepmother i miss her alot.
I wish she can come back and live with us again.
She loved and took care of us.
She still doesnt want to come back no matter what.
Bad news for me T_T
Today just found out my mother have cancer!
I really wish and hope she doesnt leave.
And pray that she can be treated and cured.
Not know what stage yet..
Next week scan. I love my mum!
She smokes alot oso.. When she recovers I hope she will stop smoking.
She got so many health problems and also money probs.
I dont wanna lose her. T_T
So much problems to face I dun wan!!
Need to take sleeping pills!
